The Collapsar publishes new poetry, fiction, and nonfiction every other month, and new culture writing weekly.
Milk, St. Augustine said
comes not from the cow—
the cow needs, he said,
grass and water—
out of which, he said,
comes milk.
He didn’t understand
matter but
it is true anyway.
And wind works
like beauty works,
not attached
to what it moves,
beyond matter—
no one makes it,
it just sweeps through
a landscape,
a painting of a landscape.
Yellow crescent moon
tipped up like a boat,
a single
radiant planet below.
Grief just sweeps through.
An awareness below,
a composite
awareness attached
to time,
starving, rootless
on purpose,
drawing its likeness.
The cold buffets into my coat.
A neutron star is measured in teaspoons.
The dark and regular pine grove,
human history,
same ahead, same behind, I don’t know
which direction I’m walking. Fate,
monstrous
and empty.
The sun just rolls around the arctic bowl.
A private devotion crystallizes without a target.
A pile of bodies near a well,
for later.
The distance to the future, you could walk there.
This is what I mean by single bind.
The nest is very small but eggs
Molly Brodak is the author of A Little Middle of the Night (University of Iowa Press, 2010) and Bandit: A Daughter’s Memoir (Grove Atlantic, 2016), along with three chapbooks of poetry. She has received fellowships from Emory University and The National Endowment for the Arts.